What My Orgasms Taught Me About Manifestation: The Spirituality of Pleasure and Prayer
Manifestation has taken a new turn for me The baseline for me to call in anything is pleasure. The raw, deep feeling of being pleased, satisfied, and at ease. The more I allowed myself to receive.... without reciprocating, without guilt or shame... without even questioning the very intent behind the offering, is the more my relationship with pleasure began to crack open Pleasure became a newfound oasis. A place where my nervous system no longer anticipates peril A place where receiving did not demand repayment. This has been melting away the invisible tension within me I have now realised there is no guilt in pleasure There is no repayment required with the gift of pleasure as if I can be indebted to the receiving of pleasure? How could I ever become indebted to pleasure? That is not possible It is not a loan It is a gift The only requirement of its receipt is surrender and softness in oneself to be available Softness... A willingness...
